"Tis better to live your own life imperfectly than to imitate someone else's life perfectly." –Elizabeth Gilbert.

Saturday, May 21, 2011

redundant

It's sad when I compare my body to that smashed china tea set.
You want to save it but the tape kept falling off, 
and you don't have the money for glue. 

So you have to make up a decision:
Is something old and broken as worth as much as something new?

I'll just keep my head looking away at the sky and not interrupt any of you anymore.
"I am not the devil or a monster, just an regular human being with flaws and vices and problems, just like everybody else. I’m not worth ruining your life over."–'Red John' from The Mentalist 




But I think I'll still remember the good stuff. 
Just so I wont terminate my complete self or chance of ever being happy. 


I'll still love you in a distance. 
Somehow. 
 Okay.
I'm saying Au Revour (however you spell that) to the past. I'm going to burn it up and eat the ashes.






Wanted to just point out this lady right here is my role model vvvv

My grip has vanished from your sight I wish. It's not the easiest I've done but I can hope and dream my life is, no will be jubilant. 



I'm done and over and out. 
There is no more ghost lurking in my house.

No wait....now I'm alone with all my familiar hot tears again. 
No, no, not this. 
Fantastic. 
Reality is just fucking fantastic. 

Fuck you. 

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