Nothings going to change my world.

I'm sick and tired of just listening to songs or watching movies about someone else loving and wanting you and only you.
I want someone to make me feel like the world's prize possession.
I want someone to make me feel together and full again.
I want someone to hold me.
I want someone to get to know them and let me love them back.
But it seems as if that's fantasy because your crazy illusions of love will haunt me forever.
And your memory built walls shamefully crowning my head.
No one else is trapped in there, that awful, dark, disaster of a mind except me.
I'm all alone.

Photo by me.