I wake up for no one.
I get dressed for no one.
I get pushed down and stand up for no one. What's the point?
My demented feet are sinking into the wet earth because the the rest of the structure fell on it
and the foundation cracked and thought it couldn't be mended
so it left.
"Stop feeling like this, he doesn't deserve to be missed." Madalynne tells me over and over.
The pain taking over my body so I can only whimper but I manage to get out, "I don't really miss him, I just miss the idea of him, I miss having someone like that, like him, someone who gets me."
I wish I could cry.
We have no more hope. We are all fucking doomed.
I've just been so lost for so long I think I'll just sit down in the middle of this maze.
No one notices I'm gone. Nothings going to come alone.
I'll just sit here to die.
At least I have control again. I'm content with this.
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